Monday, November 21, 2016

Hide Not O God

All alone I wait for You
Wait for your face to see
On bended knee I plead for you
Mercy rain on me     
Mercy rain on me

My brittle bones they ache for You
For You these bones surely long
My lips cry out for just a drop of your well spring
from which my hope is drawn
From which my hope is drawn

Hide not oh God
Hide not oh God
Hide not your face from me
Turn not Your head
Save me instead
Hide not your face from me
Hide not your face from me

This fragile soul cries out for You
Cries out for You oh draw near
Pour out your balm on this Gilead
There's no physician here
There's no physician here

Heal me I pray oh precious Lord
Heal these deep wounds I pray
But should you tarry my sovereign Lord
Glory to you each day
Glory to you each day

Hide not oh God
Hide not oh God
Hide not your face from me
Turn not Your head
Save me instead
Hide not your face from me
Hide not your face from me

Friday, October 16, 2015

The Perfect Game

Boys were men and men were boys that night.


Early on we sat, more than casual onlookers, but not all in either. Longing to believe, but too afraid to invest.


Years of heartbreak will do that.


Each pitch brought our bodies further to the edge of our seats, and our hearts one beat closer.


To what we did not know.


The gray specter of rain hung in the air like an anvil, eager to smash the moment to bits, and end our fairy tale unhappily ever after.


The rain came, but too late to carry out its sinister plan.


By night’s end we stood transfixed.


And changed.


A childhood dream come true.


Joyously spent, we lingered long after. The scattered pale beams of the streetlights cast their patchy glow on the now empty lot, just a schoolboy’s throw from where it happened.


Feebler arms launched a soggy tennis ball back and forth through the wet night, cutting the air.


Like a windswept balloon.


Bare hands fumbled, a bit less graceful than the men before.


And older.


Light conversation. No need for more.


We felt like heroes because they were heroic.


We became lore because they became legend.


History will stop short of calling it perfection.

We boys know otherwise.

Thursday, September 10, 2015

I Remember

brick and mortar and dust and rock
blood and ash and dirt and shock
fire and smoke and pain and death
hurt and sorrow and gasping breath

sadness and hatred and bitterness and shame
vengeance and anger and wrath and blame
fact and fiction and truth and lies
fear and confusion and empty skies

courage and valor and grit and fight
heroism and selflessness and sacrifice and might
young and old and famous and plain
innocence and brokenness and character and gain

faith and hope and love and opportunity
patriotism and flags and commitments and unity
pledges and promises and sunshine and September -
Live and grieve and pray and remember.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Moonlight

Moonlight bathes a finite earthen canvas
Not light of day
Nor black of night
The glorious moonlight

Darkness recoils in reluctant admiration
Not his this blessed night
Nor he the victor of this fight
The glorious moonlight

To lonely shadows death dost flee
Away oh cursed wretched foe
Gone be thou from sight of
The glorious moonlight

Rise expectant hopeful eyes
Not to the ground direct thy gaze
Nor left or right be coyly drawn - but affixed upon
The glorious moonlight

While I in mortal cloak do dwell
While on rugged pitted path I tread
While for the coming ray I long
With unfettered awe do I submit to the transcendent spell of
The glorious moonlight 

Let Children Sing